Ouch.

I'm in so much pain I'm seriously going to cry.
I can't even go to the bathroom without it hurting. I can't anything very much because once I think it's gone, it creeps back up and ruins my day.

So a couple of months ago, I was put on a prescription by my family doctor to get rid of these pains. They were these little black and yellow pills that reminded me of Bumblebee from Transformers lol. I didn't like taking the pills because they made me dizzy and nauseous, but I took them anyways.
So all this time has passed and these pains are back again and they hurt so bad.
I thought that they were suppose to be gone for good after I finished taking those pills, but apparently not.
I feel like I'm being stabbed on the inside, so excuse me if I seem to be in a bad mood.
I think I have to shimmy on down to my doctor again and try to get me some more of those dandy pills. The thing I'm worried about is that I think it was suppose to go away completely after my medication was done, but its still here. I'm thinking that maybe this is something worse than before?
I don't know.

Plants vs. Zombies

Sunflower.

One two three wooo

(chorus)
There's a zombie on your lawn
There's a zombie on your lawn
There's a zombie on your lawn
We don't want zombies on the lawn

I know your type : tall, dark and dead
You want to bite all the petals off of my head
And then eat the brains of
the one who planted me here

I'm just a sunflower but see
me power an entire infantry
You like the taste of brains
we don't like zombies

I used to play football
( footbaaall )
Road cones protect my head
( cone on his head )
I have a screen-door shield
( door shield )
We are the undead !

(repeat chorus)

Maybe it's time to reevaluate
I know you have a lot of food on your plate
Brains are quite rich in cholesterol

You're dead so it doesn't matter,
Instead we'll use this solar power
to make a lawn defense at any hour

I like the tricycle
( tricycle )
There's butter on my head
( on his head )
I'm gonna eat your brains
( no no no no )
We are the undead !

(repeat chorus)



Best song ever.


lol new post finally.

" RAAAAAGE "

Why am I so mad all the time?
Well, all you ladies know what I mean when I say hormonal.
Hell, guys understand too. But this is something more.

There are a couple of factors that contribute to this problem of mine.

Scenario One: It started off with a little day trip I went on with my friends.
This is when it first affected me. On this day, I only remember a couple of things:
* I told people I would be there at 12:30 (earlier than the time we were meeting) to wait for everyone to get there. The first person showed up at 2. Good thing I was with someone already or I would've been more pissed. Probably would've left.
* I never got to build my sandcastle
* After waiting for them, no one thanked me for buying them food LOL yeah, you're welcome guys.
* Boyfriend blurted out a question I had asked him before to others, and triggered a simultaneous "yell at michelle" moment, just to prove I was wrong. Its my opinion okay? If you don't agree with me, okay, but don't go gather people to your side and make me feel like an idiot for thinking it.
* On the way to another location, being completely ignored by the boyfriend while talking to two other girls.

Scenario Two: Another day trip.
After the first incident and after I told him how he was ignoring me and how certain things annoy me, yet he does it again. Many times. And people wonder why I'm so angry.
* Ignoring me again. But this time he interacted with me a little.
* Walking with the other girl, even though I was already mad.
Yeah, made me more angry.

And after showing how angry I was to the entire group of people we were with, I get told to not show my anger when I'm with other people.
Okay. Yeah I'll do that.

Now, the finale.
I've been invited to a get-together by that girl, my bf and my other friend at the same location as the first scenario.
I declined.
Honestly, why would I want to go anyways?
I can tell you exactly whats going to happen.
I'm going to get there early.
People probably won't be late this time.
I'm going to sit there and do nothing, while I get ignored like always
and I'm going to go home as miserable as I was on the first trip.
That's all. So excuse me if I don't want to be a part of that.
I was told to not show people I'm angry. So what better way to do that if I'm not there?
( plus I'm suppose to be staying overnight somewhere the next day so my parents would be mad if I went out that day too lol )

See my anger seems to be directed to this one girl,
but really don't get me wrong I DON'T HATE HER
I know it seems like I do, but I don't. I'm not bashing her. She nice and sweet and she is my friend. Believe me, I understand her situation. I know she just wants to hang out with friends, and I love my boyfriend but I just don't enjoy being around them at the same because I feel excluded and I don't matter. It's nice when you finally do include me though.

I'll just avoid the problem. No one gets upset and you all get to have fun without the depressed little girl in the group. Have fun without me, cause I'm sure you will.
If you were in my shoes, would you be overly pissed off too?
Yeah, I think so.

I had to let this out.
Even if no one sees this it's alright, cause at least its out there.
Thanks guys for reading and understanding my situation.
Even if you don't, mehh, theres nothing I can do right.

LONGEST POST EVERRRR !! lol
I'm proud.
So now that this is done, I'm going back to sleep.
Thanks again.

Hair WUT?!

HAIR CUT !

LOL Yes, today I got a haircut. FINALLY.
After wanting one for about a month now, my mother decided to bring me to the mall get it over with. She paid ;)
Of course, I had to spend about and hour and a half in one store and watch her look at dresses for a wedding. I know what you're thinking, "whats so bad about that?", well you see: she already has a dress for the wedding. Crazy mother. xD

So yes, if you already know me,
You've seen what I usually look like after my haircuts lol
I bet you've gotten use to my particular above the shoulder hairstyle with side bangs,
but I didn't do that this time !! :D
Are you surprised and wondering what my hair looks like now ?!
LOL don't be, cause it's basically that, except without the "above the shoulder". LOL
Yeah, it's longer. I kept the length and just had my hair layered and had my bangs done.
GAHAHAHAAA. That is all. xD

Here is me being a loser.




my webcam is messed LOL

District 9

Best movie ever ! LOL
I saw it yesterday with my friends and boyfriend. The storyline really showed how the government treats immigrants. I also like how the aliens didn`t even seem like aliens. The way they were portrayed made them seem more human than anything.
It was money well spent.
Go see it. NOW. :D
The aliens were cute,
in a weird buggy kinda way :3



... that is all.
( short and sweet xD )

Oh dear.

So yesterday I was at work, doing what I'm suppose to be doing, when I get hit on by one guy after the other. Like, I know how compliments are meant to make you feel better about yourself, but this was going a little too far.
Really now, being asked the same questions over and over again gets extremely agitating. Don't get me wrong, I mean it's nice to know that you think I'm cute, but after I tell you I have a boyfriend, you're suppose to back off. Really.
I think this little old lady scared them off, cause after she came in and gave them a good stare, the wave of guys stopped appearing LOL
They did end up coming back at around 11pm, but I was leaving, so that was good xD
Well, other than the verbal rape by strangers, I got lots of tips ! LMAOOO

p.s. my kitty is sticking his butt in my face.

Maaacyr <3

Today I went to my cousin's husband's sister's house for her baby shower.xD
The day started off badly cause my parents were being idiots and my brother didn't come to the party with us. They stopped at the wrong house and my dad just yelled at us nonstop. Anyways, me and my brother combined our gifts and there was a total of seven items (I think LOL). The shower was a pool party, but I really didn't feel like drowning today. Well anyways, it was super hot outside and I spent most of the time inside the house... the nice air conditioned house, a lot of other people did the same. xD
We did have to sit outside for my cousin and her husband to open the gifts and eat cake though. Her and Ed seemed really happy about all the people that showed up and shared the day with them. I was kinda disappointed cause I was really tired LOL.

I found out that their baby is going to be a BOY !!
His name is going to be Macyr :D
( pronounced MAY-SIR )

First blog evarrr !

I honestly did not think I would be making one of these,
but I think that is unfair. I thought I would give blogspot a chance.
So here I am xD
Hello.
I'm Michelle and I will be your blogger this evening.
So sit back and wait for more blogs lol.

I'm just really bored.
'Kay, goodnight youuuzzz.


I wanna be cool LOL